Thursday, December 15, 2011

My sweet seeds

Staff from both my clinics have been bombarding me with tips, tricks and treatment during this last week of sickness (I think perhaps partly because they are tired of hearing me cough till I nearly pass out? Or else they think I may pass on some sort of contagious deadly disease? hmmm).
Today's help came from Kim the Chinese Medicine Doctor who stuck small black seeds onto me with bits of tape (4 in each ear and one on each wrist). Why would a person want 10 seeds attached to them you ask? I wish I had an answer, but alas I bear my seeds proudly with blind faith in Kim. She explained to me that they are putting pressure onto spots that are linked to the lungs in Chinese Medicine. She also stuck one seed that is supposedly my "anxiety spot"(probably because I was freaking out about the weird sharp seeds being attached to me) and I feel dreamily calm....this could be because I slept for 4 hours last night and am half asleep?...or.....seeds.


Monday, December 12, 2011

Nutrition: Lung tea

Nutritionist extraordinaire Jamieson sent me this recipe for lung-repair-tea....going to make it now :)

Try a mixture made by boiling equal amounts of basil leaves, black pepper and ginger in 50ml of water. 
The water needs to boil till it reduces to half its size before it can be consumed, but its pretty bitchin' at clearing up respiratory infections. 
Garlic is good too, and lots of it!

I love my lungs

Well...truthfully I hate them, but I feel like I should put love out there or they may just give up completely. I shouldn't be ungrateful for the fact that they do process oxygen most of the time and I do have to admit I would be dead if I didn't have them. My question is, however...why do my lungs act like I smoke 3 packs a day even after a year of healthy changes?? (I'm scream-typing that last part).
I am currently battling a pretty solid lung infection....I feel like I'm being held under water at the same time as being punched in the sternum at the same time as being suffocated by a cat.
I had pneumonia in 2005 (which began all of my awesome health back tracking and weight gain) and really, I've been fighting the fight ever since. I haven't had pneumonia for a few years but do get regular lung infections which suck nearly as much, and have ongoing asthma blah blah blah....rad. Right now no gym, no spin class....no walking fast haha.
After I get over this one, I'm officially on a mission to get the lungs under control! Traditional Chinese Medicine Doctor at Moveo Kim says that she can help....I'm in!

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Inspiration - oh oh oh oh oh are you tough enough?

No longer MIA...

Not entirely sure why I keep going on anti-posting stints...I do have to admit I get a bit rebellious when it comes to repetition...perhaps I just needed to prove that I don't have to blog if I don't want to? haha
Enough is enough.....here's the update....
I'm doing great. As much as progress has been slow - this year is the first time in memory that there has been real progress at all! I did have years of being in good shape, but I really handled the mental side poorly and the result was a major slide back into old, unhealthy ways. This time around I am taking my time and making actual steps forward bit by bit toward revamping lifestyle and making solid, sustainable changes :) I really feel like the last month especially I can see a major shift here - finally everything is not quite as hard (thank sweet tiny baby Jesus) and I can see the path ahead much more clearly. What a year of inching along (millimetering?) but I can really see only continued change ahead and I'm pretty excited for 2012!

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Tasty tasty bacon....

After training this morning I headed to Whole Foods (which I have to admit makes me happy every time...it's like food Disneyland) to grab some lazy breakfast #2. 
They have lots of healthy & ready to go choices like eggs, vegetables, etc......and bacon.
I bought this piece in a moment of weakness.....
Then I got home and thought....*well hello tasty bacon - you sure do look greasy....I wonder how many calories you have?*  Google and I spent some time sorting it out and from what I can estimate based on size, my piece of bacon had somewhere between 60 and 80 calories. I went back to my heart rate monitor to check out approx how many calories I had burned in my workout and after reading 575ish, the debate ensued....am I actually about to sacrifice 15% of my workout on ONE piece of bacon?  Was that entire last set worth a 20 second bacon consumption? 
After all the debating and google-ing, the bacon was cold and gross (and therefore a non issue), but I don't think I would have eaten it anyways. Eggs and Veg for me!

Pumpkin injury

*And a pumpkin injury springs Leah back into blogging action!*....

Innovative Port Moody is showing their festive Halloween spirit by incorporating pumpkins into training.... I moved them, I threw them, I lifted them....and then one smashed me in the boob leaving me with a large and embarrassing welt. Nope, not a huge hicky....just your average pumpkin injury.

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Apparently I'm over it

Well turns out said "breakdown" was minimal. Truthfully it was pretty much confined to the pants-half-on change-room cry and the self-soothing pasta consumption.
Today my workout was good, I got my pants on no problem, and I feel just fine.

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Inspiration

"Perseverance is the hard work you do after you get tired of doing the hard work you already did." 
~Newt Gingrich

Perhaps a wee breakdown is underway

A lot of good has happened since I began this project....
I have lost 15 lbs
I have lost more than a few inches
I'm feeling stronger & more clear headed
My energy levels are up & I'm sleeping better
I am essentially off of my asthma inhaler
I have worked through a lot of discomfort/fear around working out with a trainer or in front of people
I have weighed myself occasionally rather than being obsessive
A large number of people have told me that they are motivated by this blog and are getting themselves in gear as well - woohoo!!

Despite these "wins" I'm feeling like I'm breaking down a bit...
Progress has been a lot slower that I anticipated (mostly due to lack of commitment to good nutrition, limited cardio outside of the gym, and battling a body that has been living in insulin-spike land for many years which encourages the production of fat), I have had all kinds of weird health things pop up (like giant feet and hair falling out....still not sure why), and for some reason this week I am really impatient with it all. I want to be done now....time for wearing jeans without feeling like I'm suffocating, thinking about going to Mexico without immediately being petrified of my bathing suit, and meeting someone new without my first though being that they are judging me about one of the many things I'm self conscious about. I think this is why people give up so often...it's really hard and saying "forget it" or "I'll start this up again tomorrow (or any time other than now)" can be really appealing. I'm not going to do that (FYI) but here is my yesterdays breakdown.....
I was super tired at Innovative, which has been the case for a few weeks although I'm not sure why. My foot randomly un-swelled and since then I've been feeling kind of crapparoo. Anyway, I pushed myself through the workout (including the damned stairmaster....3 times!) and afterward sat in the change-room for a while summoning the energy to get dressed. Eventually I ventured my way to putting some pants on and no lie, I gave up halfway and sat there and cried....a lot. I'm so grateful no one came in during my pants half on breakdown!
Then I went home and ate enough pasta for 3 people.
Not sure what to do other than start fresh today and keep on keeping on.....

Monday, September 26, 2011

Sugar is a tasty snack for cancer...truth or rumor?

I was told a few weeks ago that a major reason to avoid refined sugars is that they are known to feed cancer. Although I was pumped about this motivating fact, I'm  a research nerd and decided to look a little further into it before putting it forth to you fine blog readers. Turns out it is not so black and white as it seems (like most things in life I suppose). Sugar does not feed cancer cells the way that many articles are suggesting and most are based on a 1924 publication of Dr. Otto Warburg's paper, "On metabolism of tumors."  Warburg was a super cool Nobel Prize winning cellular biologist who wrote, "Summarized in a few words, the prime cause of cancer is the replacement of the respiration of oxygen in normal body cells by a fermentation of sugar." Many people who have referred to his work since this research hit the stands have misquoted Warburg's statement by saying, "cancer loves sugar" which is not really what he meant.

A bit more for the info-nerds like me out there (skip this paragraph if words like Pyruvate and mitochondria make your eyes glaze over)...Warburg's hypothesis stated that cancer growth was caused when cancer cells converted glucose into energy without using oxygen. Healthy cells make energy by converting pyruvate and oxygen. The pyruvate is oxidized within a healthy cell's mitochondria, and Warburg theorized that since cancer cells don't oxidize pyruvate, cancer must be considered a mitochondrial dysfunction. Now that researchers know more about the genetics of cancer, they know that cancer is not a mitochondrial dysfunction, but is caused by genetic mutations. It is true that healthy cells and cancer cells convert their food to energy in different ways, but that difference is an effect, rather than the cause, of cancer. 

 

Although I didn't find any solid info directly linking sugar to cancer, i did learn that increased insulin levels (which are elevated by sugar & carbohydrate intake for sure) have been regularly linked to cancer development. Another fact that I heard which led me to look into the cancer question was that cancer cells when being grown in a lab were fed straight up refined sugar. This is true (partly...they also receive protein) but only because all cells, cancer and healthy, require sugar to live and grow. In no way am I on sugars side - the health issues that arise from overconsumption of sugar are well documented...I do, however, think we should look into the truth about things rather than hold on to "facts" solely because they support our view.

 


Here is part of an article from the Caring4Cancer site - they did a good little summary....

 

Sugar and Cancer: Is There a Connection?

 The facts about sugar and cancer can be confusing. They often are presented in a way that is misleading and anxiety-producing for people with cancer. However, if you learn a bit about the science behind the connections between what we eat and cancer risk, you can make wise nutrition choices for better health.
The concept that sugar feeds cancer is not useful. Sugar feeds every cell in our bodies. Our bodies need glucose, or simple sugar, for energy. Even if you cut every bit of sugar out of your diet, your body will make sugar from other sources, such as protein and fat.
So cancer cells need sugar to grow, just like healthy cells. It helps to remember that there is nothing particular about sugar that “feeds” cancer cells any more than sugar feeds all cells in our body.

Do I need to be concerned about sugar?

Even though sugar doesn’t exactly “feed” cancer cells, it is a good idea to limit the amount of simple sugar you eat. This is because when you eat a lot of sugar, your body produces a lot of insulin.
Insulin is a natural substance made by the body. Insulin can tell cells to grow. In simple terms, insulin can “rev up” cell growth. For healthy cells, this is a good thing. This is because the cells in your body grow, divide, die, and are replaced as part of the natural process of living. However, cancer cells can be encouraged to grow more, too, when our bodies produce too much insulin. So while some insulin in the body is normal, excess insulin may encourage cancer cells to grow more, which is not a good thing. 
This is the downside of insulin: Our bodies need it to function, but it’s unhealthy if we make too much of it.
In summary, sugar does not “feed” cancer cells. However, a lot of sugar can cause our bodies to produce too much insulin, and this is not good for health.

Should I avoid all sugar?

You don’t have to avoid every bit of sugar in your diet. Nor should you avoid all carbohydrates. In fact, the best sources for healthy, complex carbohydrates such as vegetables, fruit, whole grains, and legumes (beans), are the very foods that appear to fight cancer best. So if you do not need to avoid all sugar and other carbohydrates, what is the answer?
There are three other things in the diet that can help reduce the amount of insulin produced by the body when you eat sugar and carbohydrates. These are protein, fat, and fiber. When eaten along with even the simplest sugars, these three items help the body to make less insulin in response to simple sugar.
If you eat sugar with some protein, some fat, or some fiber, your body won’t produce as much insulin. Eating this other food helps your body process sugar more slowly, and this means that your body does not overproduce insulin. In short, protein, fat, and fiber help your body process sugar in a more healthful way.

Putting the Information to Work for You

For an example of how this works, think about fruit and fruit juice. The amount of insulin your body makes after you eat a piece of fruit is much lower than the amount of insulin produced when you drink fruit juice. Whole fruit contains fiber and that fiber helps balance out the sugar in fruit.
For another example, think about eating specific foods together to get a healthier snack or meal. Instead of having two pieces of fruit as a snack, try having one piece of fruit and a small handful of nuts. The nuts contain protein, fat, and fiber. These three things help your body keep insulin in balance.

The Bottom Line

The most important point is that sugar itself is not bad. However, too much sugar, without enough protein, fat, and fiber to balance it out, can cause our bodies to make too much insulin. It is not the sugar, but rather the insulin that may be a problem for spurring cancer cell growth. To prevent this, you should limit the simple sugar in your diet. There is no need to follow a stringent diet and swear off every single dessert. The key is moderation. Use the following tips to help yourself find a healthy balance with your food choices:
  • Stick with naturally occurring sugar, such as the sugar that is found in fruit. This is a much healthier option than processed sugar that is found in candy, cake, desserts, pie, and baked goods.
  • Avoid concentrated sources of sugar, such as soda and fruit drinks. It is OK to have 100 percent fruit juice in moderation. Stick to a 6-ounce serving. But avoid fruit drinks that don’t contain any real fruit juice.
  • Limit your “treats,” such as dessert, to just a couple of times each week. Have a modest serving size.
  • Focus on whole, healthy, unprocessed food, including vegetables, fruit, whole grains, legumes (beans, lentils, and peas), nuts, and seeds.
When you understand the science behind the headlines, you can relax and focus on eating a healthy, well-balanced diet that you can enjoy and that will put you on the road to wellness.

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

New tune

My new fav workout tune is...
Mr Saxobeat by The True Star

Update-ish

I am officially one week free of Licious Living cooking for me and am doing pretty well. I have nothing bad to say about the company at all - in fact, I would recommend them to anyone short of time, anyone who wants an idea of healthy portion sizes, or anyone who needs to be forced to eat healthy for a while (that's me). I just personally don't do well with leftovers on a good day and when food is delivered, it feels like leftovers for every meal and my super crazy overworking brain got a little creeped out at least once per day. I am giving myself a short trial to see if I can control my sugar seeking self and if not, then I'm right back onto Licious - no questions. So far I have been doing pretty well at healthy choices and I think that the month long break of healthy intake was really helpful for cleansing my body and getting my mind on the right track.
Last Friday when I showed up for my session at Innovative with Meyrick, he trickily sicked Richard Brice the nutrition man on me. I "trained" with him instead which basically consisted of sitting on the bike for an hour (ouch - VJ - tuff muff not so much) while he talked to me about nutrition from a biosignature perspective (this is his nutrition training background - I have touched on it previously in this blog talking about the other biosig Richard....yep, both their biosig guys are named Richard). He was really great for taking my unsure inquisition in stride and offered a lot of helpful info. I also walked away with a handful of supplements (as per my meeting with the other Richard) which I will start taking tomorrow. I am not sure why I didn't start right away - I guess I just wanted a little more info before the slew of pills began.
Here's what Richard #2 says....
multi intense - 6 caps per day ( 2 caps with 3 meals)
HCl - 2 caps with each solid meal (not if you just have a shake)
Insulinomics - 6 caps per day ( 2 caps with 3 meals)
Fenuplex - 6 caps per day (2 caps with 3 meals)
Magnesium glycinate 4 caps per day ( 2 with last 2 meals)
Fish oil - 20 ml per day (5 ml per meal / 1 teaspoon per meal)
Ok so thats the supps done. The aim of this regime is to basically make your body tolerate carbs properly again (increase insulin sensitivity). By getting most of your carbs from veg and taking these supps your body will gradually start to function as it should. The more insulin sensitive you become the easier it is to lose weight and when you reach your goal to keep it off. Its hard work at first but after a while it becomes much easier. Maybe I shouldn't say this but in time you will be able to get away with murder and stay lean..... But you have to earn this right!
The same can be said for your metabolism as a whole. After a period of consistently eating enough of the right foods, your metabolism will speed up significantly. Again this makes it easier to lose weight and keep it off! So we are looking at a protein goal of 270 of actual protein per day. If you get to this level and keep it there your metabolism will recover and you will like what happens :-) Remember that meat and fish are between 20 and 25% actual protein so to meet this goal you would have to eat between 1000g and 1300g of meat / fish. For this reason at the moment you can use protein powders as a way to get the numbers up. They have to be low carb so no more than 4g per 100g grams - any whey or good quality vegan protein powder will do as will gotein. Although you can use powder remember that because it gets digested quickly it will still spike your insulin levels and may lead to fat storage. The more meals from solid protein the better  but MEAT YOUR PROTEIN GOAL!
You MUST have one planned fun meal per week. Rules for fun meal - you can eat what you want but you must have it all ready at a table and you have to sit at the table to eat it. You are not allowed to go and get more after you finish, so if you want a load of food get it ready before you sit down! The fun meal will just help boost your metabolism and speed up the weight loss.

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Inspiration

"Everyone has his burden. What counts is how you carry it." 
Merle Miller

I'm a stalker

Yesterday while I was at the grocery store, I found myself following around a little kid who had a big cookie to distract him so his mum could shop. It was creepy and weird of me.
Stealing that cookie would have been debatable I think....bad because I'm stealing from a little kid and eating a cookie, but awesome because I'm running?

Friday, September 9, 2011

Neti pots & I are friends-off for sure

I'm sick.
I tried to pretend (to both myself and others) that it was just allergies for a while but unfortunately I'm under the weather without a doubt.
Because everyone is poking fun at the way I'm talking, I decided to re-visit my neti pot (our only other interaction was less than positive) to try to get rid of some of this pesky snot.
If you've never used a Neti Pot...they tout themselves as a lovely and relaxing way to clean out your sinuses. Look at this girl below....so happy to be using her Neti Pot! Oh, so lovely!

My experience...
Right nostril attempt one: STRAIGHT down my throat followed by choking, coughing, watering eyes
Right nostril attempt two: STRAIGHT down my throat again....what the? After I finish chocking again,  I sit down to watch the youtube video repeatedly since I'm clearly doing something wrong.
Right nostril attempt three (now with a revamped sense of confidence due to my internet research): more saline water mixed with snot is sent down to my stomach......this is stupid
Left nostril attempt one: the water seemingly goes nowhere as my left eye begins to hurt....this can't be right...remove neti pot and water pours back out of my nostril (and apparently eye socket)
Left nostril attempt two: please see left nostril attempt one
Summary....neti pots are ridiculous and I'd rather be sick than try to use one again

Let's watch this simple how-to video posted by pornflakes21 to see how simple it should be

And now let's watch this guy who is clearly crazy....

Monday, September 5, 2011

Stomach full of midnight grilled cheese....

I just got home from Laura & Iain's wedding at the Brock House and although super fun, I am fairly certain that I ate 3 times my suggested daily caloric intake in one delicious sitting. It was a good reminder how too much food is fun at the time and considerably less rad a few hours down the road....the pile of potatoes, buns, meat (3 different kinds...I made the mistake of over-thinking that one and got super creeped out), deserts (several), midnight grilled cheese sandwiches, & boooooooze is all making a big mash of what-were-you-thinking in my stomach.
Regret.


Sunday, August 28, 2011

Cheater McCheaterson

Although for the most part the nutrition aspect of my project is actually going fairly well, last night I was craving chocolate like a crazy person. I happen to have a box of dove dark chocolates in freezer (not usually very tempting for me....not a dark chocolate person) and I broke them on out. Turns out there are messages on the inside of each wrapper and this is what I found....
Chocolate #1....

"Keep a promise"
Well how the heck am I supposed to eat a chocolate that tells me to keep my promise?? I have promised a lot of people a lot of things about fitness & nutrition and they ALL came back to me after reading the wise words of my chocolate wrapper.
I was now intrigued and after placing chocolate #1 safely on the counter rather than in my mouth...I opened 3 more....

"Be yourself"
"Never skip breakfast"
"Sleep in"
This chocolate is genius....and I happily looked at my little pile of 4 chocolates with a new commitment to refrain from cheating - yew!
Chocolate #5 (for good luck)....

"Change your mind"
What? Side-wiser! So - I changed my mind and ate a chocolate!

Saturday, August 27, 2011

Eat your vegetables...or else!! Roar!

I have to admit that ever since "prune-your-trees-in-the-middle-of-the-night" day, I have known that my back-door neighbors are a bit out to lunch. Today, however, took it to a whole new level as I overhear the following conversation (as close as I can remember it).....

Small child: I just want chicken...no...no peppers....no!!...mum!
Mother: Just a few peppers and carrots
Small child: but.....ew mum...
Mother: we have talked about this! You know what happens - If you don't eat your vegetables at dinner - they come back to haunt you at night - you know that
Small child: but....mum no
Mother: Do you want another night of scary vegetables haunting you? You have to eat them now

I am honestly not sure how I feel about these vegetable eating scare tactics! I get the cause, but this kid is for sure going to be afraid of vegetables forEVER!!

Friday, August 26, 2011

Inspiration

"I think exercise tests us in so many ways - our skills, our hearts, our ability to bounce back after setbacks. This is the inner beauty of sports & competition."
- Peggy Flemming

Bikeride #2

Yesterday Innovative officially got me out on my second bikeride (perhaps we should review that my first ride was a few laps of the alley and an attempt to teach me how to turn a corner and not land on my head).
Candice the super cute IF receptionist brought her kick butt mountain bike in for me and trainer Hoffy (aka Alex, The Hoffster, Hoff) took me out to explore the trails of Port Moody. It was certainly an adventure, but after I sorted out how to get on the bike without falling on my face, I picked it up pretty quickly. I also have to say that project tuff-muff has been extremely successful since my VJ survived the ride and has recovered quickly.
Things I almost hit during my 2nd ride ever....
1. the ground...repeatedly
2. bear poop (aka a big pile of fresh cherry-pit-filled bear scat)
3. a three-legged dog
4. a construction worker (who looked pretty upset about it)
5. the biggest slug ever (I have to note that someone else did hit it...I saw it sliced in half on our way home)
6. a baby (who's mother just laughed and remained in my path as I yelled "ahhh new biker! oh geez! new biker! blahhhhh!)...at this point Hoff was killing himself laughing...what's with everyone thinking me almost riding over a baby is funny? Maybe the 3-legged dog, but a baby would be bad news I think.

Sunday, August 21, 2011

And I thought the Fruitist was crazy

Today I was discussing the fruitist with my friend Bree (because in my search for health I find myself talking about the good, the bad, and especially the crazy, as often as possible). She told me that she recently met a Breatharian....yep. Apparently Breatharians believe that food is unnecessary and that with proper adjustment we can get back to our roots and live only on AIR and the nutrients within it. The fruitist is literally bingeing compared to these guys. I am honestly not sure if anyone is actually living the nutritional lifestyle that they are promoting...I have done a little reading about Breatharianism since I'm fascinated and truthfully I have found only quite a lot to prove that no one is actually living this way (well not living this way for very long...because then they are dead). 60 minutes did a story on Jasmuheen who is one of the most well known Breatharians (and lives on the claim that she eats only small amounts every few months other than tea) and they found that she was suffering from dehydration and kidney issues only a week or so into filming the story. Who knows what's real, but it is fascinating to read and learn about the views that other people (...crazy people) have on healthy lifestyle & nutrition....personally I'm pretty sure that they are secretly eating snacks in the closet.


Friday, August 19, 2011

Inspiration

"Everything that I've ever been able to accomplish in skating and in life has come out of adversity and perseverance." 
Scott Hamilton

Nutrition update

I have somehow managed to get through the last 10 days with Licious Living without any cheats until today when I consumed 2 gummy-fighter-jets...they were pretty delicious.

New Yorker Article - Looking Your Best

SHOUTS & MURMURS
LOOKING YOUR BEST
by Amy Ozols

People say that obesity is an epidemic in America, but I’m determined not to become part of the problem. That’s why I’ve spent years perfecting the secret to a trim and attractive physique. My foolproof system involves just nine easy steps.

Step 1: Avoid what psychologists refer to as “emotional eating.” This is hard, because many people have a tendency to experience emotions. To solve this problem, consume increasing dosages of psychotropic medications until you cease to feel emotions of any kind.

Step 2: Visualize yourself as a thin person. This is very important, because the body often takes its signals from the brain. Each time you take a bite of food, imagine that you are a thin person taking a bite of food, chewing the food, then spitting the food into a napkin, then tucking the napkin into your backpack or purse. After you’re done visualizing these things, start doing them.

Step 3: Get rid of your “fat clothes.” Keeping your closet stocked with unflattering garments will only distract you from your quest for a slender body. To complete this step, shred or burn everything in your closet, including any hangers or shelving that a fat person may have touched. Refrain from donating anything to charity, as this could cause underprivileged people to become obese, which would be unsavory and possibly even illegal.

Step 4: Refrain from consuming food.

Step 5: Surround yourself with thin people. This will naturally encourage you to emulate their healthy habits. Weigh your friends on a regular basis, then weigh yourself. Do you have a friend who weighs less than you? If so, consider gastric bypass surgery.

Step 6: Drink plenty of water. As you’ve probably heard, water functions as a natural lubricant in the body, flushing toxins and fat cells from the digestive tract. Water is also a delicious replacement for higher-fat liquids, such as milk. Try pouring water on your cereal or in your coffee. If you’re a baby, try pouring water into your mother’s breasts.

Step 7: Buy a pet. Having a pet will force you to take walks, which are a form of exercise. This is true unless you make the mistake that I made, which was buying an iguana. Iguanas walk very slowly and smell strongly of turds. I really cannot dissuade you strongly enough from buying an iguana.

Step 8: Vigorous sexual intercourse burns up to two hundred calories per hour. Therefore, if you are not currently promiscuous, it is essential that you begin “boning” immediately. Start by having sex with every person you know. Then have sex with numerous people you have never met. Continue doing this until you are thin.

Step 9: Self-confidence is the most attractive trait a person can have. For this reason, strive to love yourself and accept yourself exactly as you are. This will be difficult if you are overweight, on account of your loathsome physical appearance and compromised value system, but do your best. And, if the going gets tough, remind yourself: every person is beautiful on the inside, provided that they are also extremely attractive on the outside.

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Inspiration

"I do not think there is any other quality so essential to success of any kind as the quality of perseverance. It overcomes almost everything." 
John D. Rockefeller 

The Fruitist

Today I met Ted the fruitist.
No word of a lie - this intriguing triathlete lives on nothing but fruit. He discussed his perspective passionately for nearly an hour and I listened fascinated....as focused as a 3 year old watching Spandy Andy. Ted the fruitist began his journey by cutting out meat and then dairy and then going vegan and then going raw and then cutting out everything but fruit (although he did eat a zucchini yesterday but that was a special treat). He referred me to a site called 30Bad (30 bananas a day....because that is how many flippin bananas this guy munches on in a day!!!). This diet breaks down to approximately 10% protein (although I didn't ask about how/if this covers all of the essential amino acids), 10% fat (who knew), and 80% carbohydrates. I would love to get Ted the fruitist in a room with Richard the carnivore who I met with a few weeks ago and just lock them in there to see what happens (probably Richard would win since he's got that I-love-eating-meat man vibe about him and the fruitist is feisty but his muscles were grown on watermelon). I think extremist views in nutrition (well - in everything really) are fascinating and I love that even if I disagree, they really make me think about what I DO believe. One thing I really do believe is that Ted must do a whole lot of pooping. Check it out:  http://www.30bananasaday.com



Friday, August 12, 2011

Gym skipper

Oh geez....I skipped the gym this morning for the first time since I started with Innovative. I am on day 5 of eating only what shows up at my door from Licious Living and I am pretty seriously detoxing from sugar and refined carbs....in all seriousness I am getting cold sweats, not sleeping well, having headaches....I am grumpy and emotional and pretty much a hollow shell of my former perky carb-laden sugar filled self.

Monday, August 8, 2011

Innovative Fitness Facebook post

It may finally be time to invest in the only asset you get to control the rate of return on. 
You. 
Get healthy - stay strong.

1924


The internet is a messed up & amazing tool

After my last post I thought "I wonder what crazy pictures there are of swollen feet on the net"(FYI - there's a few really good ones)....and in this journey I unwittingly came across this (summary)....


"How to lose ankle & foot fat:
So basically, if you are overweight, lose some of your overall body fat with a healthy diet and exercise.  Keep your feet and ankles nice and warm, especially in the winter months.  Rollerblade, or do other ankle strengthening exercises to keep your feet and ankles strong.  Visit a doctor if you think there may be an unusual problem with your feet or ankles.  Maybe you will reduce your foot fat and ankle fat and maybe you won't. 
How to lose crotch fat:
You may be asking yourself how to lose crotch fat and this is something men and women alike have to deal with. When you find you are overweight, this excess fat does not miss any one part of your body but for some people it focuses on one area more than others. If you are struggling with crotch fat alone, there are some simple exercises you can add to your workout regime to help eliminate this problem area for good. (they go on to talk about specific exercises here). Learning how to lose crotch fat can really help you gain the self confidence you need to continue on with your weight loss journey. There is no way to advance with weight loss goals if you do not have the self confidence and determination to continue. Losing fat in one area can really help you want to continue to any other problem areas you may have. Don’t be embarrassed by your crotch fat any longer. Take control of your weight and let it know it is not here to stay!"


Oh for the love of God - I hadn't even considered crotch fat?? I suppose some people gain a lot of weight here? I am suddenly so grateful for foot & ankle issues.

Apparently it's a fat-feet epidemic

I took this picture at the airport because it made me feel better about my own ankles....

Sunday, August 7, 2011

Getting things done...

It's been a few months now of balancing business, a full time personal clientele, social life, and a new shiny health program. I understand how so many people get overwhelmed by organizing life so that everything fits...and so often it's health & self that gets put on the back burner (case & point....see Leah Davis). I am reading a seemingly good book literally called "Getting Things Done" to help me get myself together so I can fit everything in without succumbing to mediocrity (can't say this hasn't happened to me...again.....and again). Truthfully my business partner Jenn gave me this book more than a year ago....ironic that I need to read the book to sort out how to make time to read the book?
Hopefully a more organized Leah will lead to room for more fitness, cooking time, and pure joy?

Nutrition: Thai & away

Well well like I have said repeatedly I am lacking success in the nutrition department....so instead of repeating the same action plan for 50th time in a row, I am changing it up (if something's not working...do something different?? weird idea). I am going to do a couple months with Licious Living (who I wrote about in June - see the Licious entry for info about the company) and hopefully this will give me enough time creating new, healthy eating habits to transition into doing it on my own. I will re-assess in a month or two and see if I should be continuing with Licious for longer, or if I feel solid in regular eating of healthy food in healthy portion sizes.

Today I ordered Thai for dinner since it is unlikely I will be eating delicious rich curry for a bit and it was soooooo expensive and not really that good....I think it's time for something new - a new plan, a new focus, a new menu :) In a few short hours my Monday meals will be delivered to my doorstep - all measured out specifically to my dietary & caloric needs with my goals in mind....should be interesting!
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Today was a good reminder about my commitment to this blog... 
1. I was talking about my huge concerning swollen feet (still huge and swollen and concerning FYI) with my business partner Jenn and she mentioned that she already knew about all the testing madness from reading my blog :)
2.  A client that I saw once at the beginning of 2010 came in for treatment and said to me that she is missing having a daily read (apparently she heard about it in a run group? well then - who knew)
I think that I forget sometimes that lots of people are checking in with me on this little trip and I need to get my blog-writing-self back on the regular wagon! Because I have had some challenges the last few months I keep avoiding the updates because they are neither funny nor entertaining...just plain same-old-frustrating-challenges-I've-had-for-a-while stuff. The truth, however, is that is what this journey looks like for me for real - some of it is boring...or embarrassing.....or repetitive (in fact I'm sure many people out there who want to see change to their current health can identify with dealing with the same frustrating issues over and over...it's not glamorous or funny or fascinating most of the time).
Off to bed - I am currently in the middle of a mini TrueBlood addiction and it is both keeping me up too late watching it and then continuing to keep me up with nightmares (last night some creepy something munched on my abdominal cavity...rad). Tonight I watched Project Runway instead and will hopefully get a long and restful sleep thinking about nothing other than designing an amazing gown that I will wear to my fabulous I-achieved-my-health-goals party!! 
(this wont post for some reason...hopefully by the morning!)

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Inspiration

Be miserable. 
Or motivate yourself. 
Whatever has to be done, it's always your choice.
-Wayne Dyer

Home!!

I am back home and into the swing of things!
I thought I would have internet access often enough to keep my blog up to date on the escapades of Russian travel, but apparently I was wrong wrong wrong. Somehow the stories of eating tongue, being surrounded by dirt, hookers, & mullets, and sleeping in hotel rooms that contain dead birds no longer seem particularly valid so I will skip straight to where I am now...
I did pretty well nutritionally while I was in Russia - mostly due to the fact that I was in the middle of bum-hole nowhere and the only food I could find to eat late-night was dried fish (a no-go). I mostly stuck to nuts, eggs, meat (some that came from mystery animals), and salad...and lost 5 pounds yew! I am officially down 14 pounds and more than 10cms on my waist and am feeling like I'm finally seeing some progress.
Since getting home I am for sure feeling more motivated & focused and I'm pumped to take this new found energy and gain some momentum!

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Mini update

I'm officially in Russia and internet is pretty hard to come by... blogging is low on the priority list of things to do when I have a few minutes online sadly! I am actually doing well here - lot's of walking, sleep, water, sunshine, and food that's pretty rough so I'm not eating much of it haha. I will update when I'm able!

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Nutrition in Italy

We went out for dinner yesterday and I opted for the seafood meal below as opposed to delicious Italian pizza. It was a big pile of protein and not much else but pretty tasty. The only downside was that my octopus (yep - there was an octopus on the plate) had a penis which, I'm not going to lie, was a bit of an appetite killer (perhaps a good thing?). I am not really into eating tentacles anyways so it wasn't a huge loss (and waterskier Kole munched it down penis and all without hesitation so I feel good to have provided one of my skiers a little extra protein boost). 
You may think I'm exaggerating by commenting on the octopus penis but nope, It really did have one...the Italian guy beside me noticed my observation (not difficult considering my lack of discretion in picture-taking) and googled it right there, finding out that "The octopus' penis, made by the male's third arm on the right, is called hectocotylus and is detachable. Mating can last two hours for several times, and the male introduces the hectocotylus into the girls' cavity where it deposes the spermatophores (pouches filled with millions of sperm cells). During the mating, the male loses its hectocotylus, but by the next season, he will have regenerated a new one." 

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Italy day 2

I am officially craving sugar like a maniac.
I have to admit that I have had pasta (delicious delicious tasty tasty pasta mmmm) two days in a row, but other than that I have been eating regularly through the day including breakfast, tons of veggies and protein, and much smaller portions (I'm also starving - FYI)....a huge improvement. Although my hard working athletes can afford to consume some simple carbs, they are all really health conscious of course and I am already being "pushed" into the light  ha.
Another great influence is in the water department...a few skiers took one look at my giant swollen feet and lost their minds (after a few off-side jokes about my swollen appendages). One guy in particular is becoming quite the water-nazi and literally is force-feeding me mid treatment and wont let me get up from meals without consuming his water-quota. We'll see if he can drain these feet. I am trying to help by icing every night...my room has a bidet as most Italian washrooms do (if you don't know what this is  - check out http://www.wikihow.com/Use-a-Bidet) and both nights I have filled it with ice and soaked my little huge feet. Now, just to clarify - I have lined it with a bag both ice baths...lets review that usually they are for soaking genitals and I don't love the idea of my feet soaking where some has soaked their anus. Lined carefully with a bag and purple duct tape it is a convenient and clean place to get these feet on ice!

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

The adventure begins...

Yesterday was day one of the trip and I spent 15 hours of it making my way from Vancouver to Italy. I have to admit that the plane ride was awful and also a good reminder of my "spring-board" plan....I was smushed in the middle seat of the middle isle between a nice-but-smelly girl and a not-as-nice-and-has-too-much-snot guy...it was not fun (may have been my own fault for being late-ish to the airport and having to take one of the stupid leftover seats...just saying). The guy beside me had some rad nasal issues and continually (CONTINUALLY!!!) made that snarfing snot sound that people (gross people) make when they suck snot up and then swallow it...it made me want to hurl and honestly I tried everything short of elbowing him in the face to get him to stop...I offered him a kleenex, I asked if he wasn't feeling well, I glared at him, I talked to girl beside me about it too loudly blah blah blah. No sleep for me. I did, however, have a bit of sweet revenge that also served as a reminder for me...dinner arrived and the first thing I did was attack the included bun with some butter. The scene that followed could have easily been included in an Adam Sandler movie as somehow my buttery plastic knife flew out of my hand (no idea how...I must have been buttering fairly vigorously?) and landed right on snot-man! He was really not impressed and I didn't care at all. I was, however, reminded from the situation that neither bun nor butter was a great choice and I let them be :)

Off to Russia



Yesterday I temporarily exited my everyday life for a few weeks to travel with Water Ski Canada as the team Massage Therapist to Russia for World Championships. We have 7 days in Italy for training (and rehab...that's me) before heading to Russia to kick some global ass.
I was talking to trainer-Meyrick about my upcoming trip a few days ago and the fact that I have 2 weeks away isolated at a lake with athletes came up as amazing timing. It is extremely difficult to be unhealthy on these trips because 1. I am surrounded by crazy athletes who are healthy to the max & I eat with them 2. Waterski is almost always located far away from access to stores, restaurants, etc and obtaining additional unhealthy treats is near impossible...I normally face a bit of a detox for the first few days since I eat way less and "clean" food.
This trip we decided that the best thing for me to do is utilize this trip as a "tool" since when I get home I will have had at least 2 weeks of way healthier eating and I can use it as a spring-board :)
Meyrick showed me the attached video....hopefully I'll be just like Rocky when I get back from Russia??

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Health - fat feet hospital visit

This week the concern about my huge feet has been pointed out by enough people that I adventured to the Doctor yet again. When the doc learned I was heading out of town Monday (oh ya - going to Russia on Monday for Waterski Worlds) he suggested I head to the hospital so that the tests would be done right away.
8:30pm: Arrive at the ER feeling kind of sheepish for being there...not sure that fat feet are much of an emergency
8:35pm: Feeling sheepish turns into feeling worried as the triage lady was pretty clear that swollen feet with pitting edema is absolutely a reason to get some tests done asap.
8:45: settled in to the waiting room
10:00: ya! waiting room officially empty - I must be next! As much as the documentary about an octopus learning how to open a jar is riveting, I'd rather get outta here
10:15: girl with something poking out of her eye comes in - crap, bumped.
11:00: another lady comes in but it doesn't seem serious - good....oh geez, she keeps laying on the floor and yelling - crap, bumped (crazy is apparently effective)
11:30: I'm in! ya! Oh...never-mind....I'm relocated
1:00: Cute Doctor comes in to ask me about my feet...looks concerned...asks 100 questions while poking me (cute, but he did keep spitting on me when he talked - ew)
1:30: tests begin....
1:35: the lady beside me (literally we are separated by 6 inches and a curtain) pops over to let me know that her son (my age) is waiting for tests for his severe ball pain
2:30: I have now endured 2 x-rays, a pee-test, 2 heart tests, 1 really poor attempt at a blood test but no luck on finding a vein, 2 actual blood tests (lets review how I feel about these), and have had to stand around with no shirt on in front of at least 5 different people while they poke me in the abdomen and listen to my heart & lungs for the 10th time
3:30: A new doctor comes over to let the guy beside me know that he has a kidney stone and the ball pain should subside soon and then pops over to let me know that I'm perfectly healthy and can head on home

So apparently although I am having strange health concerns like hair-loss and huge feet, I am a healthy gal? This is great and weird news.

Sunday, July 3, 2011

The fat foot video

Health - my poor poor giant feet

Sooooo I have giant feet....and ankles....and calves. They have moved beyond a-little-too-much-salt swelling to become giant water filled sacs of awesomeness. I have been to the doctor...twice.
Doctor number 1 says too much salt (now I'm not claiming to be a doctor but that's pile of misinformed something) and doctor number 2 says "hmmm - take some diuretics and give it a bit and then come back if it doesn't go away" (is the bandaid approach better or worse I wonder than the complete misdiagnosis approach? hmmm).
Helen the super straight up fancy pants ER nurse took one look at me in the IF change room (of course...where all the great revelations happen) and pretty much gave me the Im-seriously-worried-that-you-are-going-to-drop-dead-right-in-front-of-me-from-heart-failure look. I am personally on the same page as Helen...on going major foot swelling (with pitting edema....that's when it stays dented when you poke it....see video at your own risk) really does indicate heart issues. So - it's officially on my agenda to find a doctor who will take it seriously and get me a few tests.
In the meantime, running is like having 2 water-filled sacs attached to my feet...FYI.


Thursday, June 30, 2011

Nutrition...again

So I met with new member on my Innovative Fitness support team Richard Alm this morning - he specializes in Bio-Signature assessments/planning (later I'll get into what this is exactly but basically it is nutrition planning that targets areas of issue etc...lots of intimidating things like body composition measurements, using calipers to measure fat (ummm rad), weigh-ins etc...(pretty much my nightmare). Today was just a chat day about what my life and brain look like to get some direction as to the best way to move forward. How I'm feeling about it is so difficult to explain in writing (much like my recent entry about conflicting feelings), but here's my attempt....
1. I feel really overwhelmed and upset because it's pretty clear that it's time to deal with this...I have 4 guys pushing for me to make some major changes and I honestly can't see an avenue to avoid facing my food issues etc any longer (and trust me I have looked for one!) The knowledge that I may have exhausted every avenue of avoidance is surprisingly upsetting.
2. I feel really excited for the same reasons that I'm upset...making some serious changes to long long term habits seems to be unavoidable. It's a bit like I'm at the top of a hill and there's no choice but rolling down the other side...this has been such a huge struggle in my life that the idea of moving on is pretty significant and truthfully I have butterflies just typing this (the prospect of freedom from food issues is emotional to say the very least).
3. I feel gratitude. How many people in the world are struggling with the same issues that I am, but don't have this amazing support system of trainers (who are beyond committed to seeing me succeed), family & friends, and resources...I'm beyond blessed. It is a big motivator truthfully because I feel like I am wasting everyone's time and energy if I don't put in just as much commitment.
My comments about being pushed into making some changes shouldn't be misunderstood - as I've said before, I am a firm believer in choice (which Richard did bring up today - he also believes that most things are a choice even if they don't seem to be). I just mean that I currently have a team of people on all sides that are making choosing un-health extremely difficult. When choosing to be unhealthy becomes harderthan choosing to be healthy, making some change seems inevitable?Other than talking about choice, Richard and I also discussed all of the problems being overweight will bring (and is bringing) which I do know but it's good to have it laid out. We talked about fear and embarrassment, being ready to make change (when it comes down to it nothing will happen unless I WANT it), motivators (am I motivated by greed/want or by fear/pain and how do I direct those toward achievingmy goals). Talking about goals made me pretty thoughtful because if I were to write down my goals around health (which I've actually never done), barely anything I have done over the last few years supports these goals... interesting. I am going to have to give some serious thought to why I am putting so much energy into things that directly go against my goals.
My homework from Richard for now is to eat breakfast (2 eggs or meat), increase protein intake, take a multivitamin & fish oil (which they gave me at IF), and no more sugar drinks - only water. I have been given plenty of nutritional homework this year and have done none of it...time to buckle down and give my support team (and myself) the commitment we all deserve. I am going to meet with Richard for a bit and then move on to perhaps combining his stuff with Licious Living which I have on hold for a short while until I have more of an idea of what exactly I should be including in my program...I know that the reason I was signing up for Licious is that I don't seem to be able to have the discipline to make changes to my diet....I'm going to try my very best to do it do it do it this time (insert any quote you like about "not trying, just doing" here).It's going to be really hard for me so beware to everyone in my path for the next while since grumpy Leah is likely on the horizon! Roar!

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Nutrition - a slurpee for dinner is healthy right?

Speaking of challenges and issues with nutrition.....
This was dinner yesterday (multi-tasked with work of course)
(please note that I take no responsibility for Adam's shorts - not sure what's up with
wearing them like a diaper)

Endurance

I'm nearly 5 months into this health makeover and I'm thoughtful, frustrated, and excited with where I'm at...those things may seem to conflict, but for me they go hand in hand. I have made minimal progress since I began as far as weight loss goes for a multitude of reasons (nutrition absolutely being the main challenge) which has made me more frustrated with myself than I thought possible. This frustration though is also strangely exciting because to me it means continued work on the biggest challenge of my life and I'm proud to be far from giving up. Week by week I am working on the same issues and although to some degree that sucks, I know that if I don't give up, eventually I WILL find the other side. This is the most challenging, frustrating, emotional, exciting, hope-filled, rewarding experience of my life.
Blogging has been a great way to get thoughts out and keep some accountability, but I have to admit there are holes where the challenges lie. I feel as though I don't want to be the girl who week after week is writing the same story of the same (often embarrassing) challenges....the truth is, however, that sometimes that IS the story. Everyone's path is so different and mine happens to include some really boring and really important parts that I (and you) need to endure to get to the end.
The other day I was watching "Extreme Makeover Weightloss Edition" which is unusual because despite their popularity, I hate weight loss shows. The guy they were featuring on this particular episode caught my eye and strangely it ended up having a lot of impact. So many things about James' story hit home for me including embarrassment (after deciding to make some changes he worked out only in the middle of the night so no one could see him face his challenges) and 1/3 of the way through his year long project he had lost only 11 lbs (in case you don't read the update section of this blog - I am about the same amount of time into my health project and also at 11 lbs lost). After this emotional weigh-in, James had a breakthrough and ended up cutting his weight in half over the next 2/3 of the year. It was a great reminder and encouragement to me that making big changes come with big challenges and not to give up....as Buddha wisely let us know "Endurance is one of the most difficult disciplines, but it is to the one who endures that the final victory comes."




http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2006327/Extreme-Makeover-Weight-Loss-Edition-James-loses-record-breaking-313lbs-1-year.html




I wonder if 2012 can expect half a Leah?

Monday, June 20, 2011

Nutrition - Licious Living

MEAL DELIVERY

Healthy, fresh, licious meals. Delivered. De-Licious.

Licious is your own personal shopper, nutritionist, health champion, gourmet chef and cool best friend all rolled into one.
We are all about helping you fuel up for that fabulous, licious journey you'll take. And we're like the map too. The map to help you develop healthy eating habits and learn about portion control. And we even do the driving. (Well, really the cooking and the delivering). You do the driving.
It's food you'll love. And it'll love you back in return.

HOW IT WORKS

Licious Personal Plans -101: 

a) you choose your healthy, gourmet meals or diet plans;
b) we prepare them all liciously and deliver to your door
c) you heat them up and enjoy.
It’s that simple.  Seriously.
Some diet plans like the Zone provide really dramatic results, but practically require a degree in precision planning and preparation.  Our chefs turn those challenging diets into gourmet cuisine.  Convenient, healthy gourmet cuisine.  Now that’s a concept.
Every night between 9 pm and 6 am while you’re fast asleep (or out partying – who are we to judge?), your insulated cooler is delivered to you with the following day's personalized meals and snacks. The meals are kept fresh on ice and the cooler is locked with a super James Bondesque security tag.  (A deposit is required to make sure the coolers are all returned, which is fully refundable).
Simply remove the lids from our microwavable (and recyclable) dishes and heat. Or, put the meals on a fancy schmancy plate and pretend you slaved in the kitchen all day.  It’s more fun that way.
Then, recycle the containers and leave the empty cooler where we dropped it off and it will be replaced with a new one every night. It's that simple.  And enough to make a grown-up jump with joy.
If you live in a house, your cooler will be left where you tell us too. (And we listen – not like some 9 year old with his socks). If you live in an apartment building we can leave it with the concierge or in another safe place of your choice. If your building doesn’t have one of those friendly-say-hi-to-you-everyday concierges, you can make arrangements to provide our delivery staff with a building key to leave your cooler outside your apartment door.

THE SERVICE

Which healthy personal meal delivery plan is right for you?

That is kind of like asking what vacation is right for you or what hat is right for you. We could suggest skiing in the Alps with a toque. But what if you'd rather surf in the sun with a sombrero? It all depends on your personal needs and goals.
For instance, the Zone plan will be up your alley if you are into weight loss and optimum weight maintenance. Healthy Living is - well .. all about healthy living.
Meal plans are available for a minimum 10 day purchase. Above that, choose any number of days a week you like from 1 - 7. How's that for flexible?
All our meals are cooked to the precise specifications of the individual diets. Precise. (We're neurotic like that). They are prepared daily using the freshest, highest quality, most licious, adjective-worthy ingredients. Oh, and we never, never, ever use preservatives or additives. That just wouldn't be Licious now would it?